One area of my life where I have always struggled is commitment. I’ve never been able to actually sit down and talk, think, or write about my future. I’ve been afraid of wanting the wrong things, of having the wrong dreams or goals.
It makes me rather upset.
I haven’t felt stable in a relationship, friendship, or any type of situation that could be considered long term. I always worry about the future and what would happen if the situation ends. I also have a tendency to worry about what other people think. It’s really starting to mess with my head.
I’ve been afraid of loving myself and becoming confident in my goals and ideas because of the possibility of failing or being mocked. This is really starting to hurt me, as it is beginning of stop me from moving forward in various aspects of my life.
It is hard for me to be verbal about the things that I want or need, I don’t feel very confident in myself. I don’t feel comfortable in making decisions or choices for myself. I am hoping to work on this over the month of August.
Do you have any tips, tricks, or advice on commitment and how to overcome this fear?